Tuesday, April 29, 2008 . 4/29/2008 03:15:00 pm

Must hurry up and blog cuz later need to go Jap!! Jiayous~!

Ok, there's History MYE tomorrow!! Oh noes~!! I think I'm gonna faint. There's also a major Jap test next Tuesday lors. 6th of May, I'll never forget that...

MYEs all the way till nest week, then got GZ again. Also, this Sunday going Bird Park, cuz sis wanna go. XD So damn cute~~

She's collecting bird feathers. Hahas. Her collection is damn pretty de~

Then found out got 89 for Lit for CA. YAYIES~!!! I decided! I'm gonna get into 303 and take E. Lit! Ganbarimasu~!

Qiao Yi wants me to teach her the violin cuz she wanna play Gavotte. Lols, Gavotte. Long long time no play liaos, must be pretty rusty le. 0.o But Gavotte is damn nice de lars.

Life is pretty much ok nowadays, when collecting test paper, same as last year, only last year I found is offencing, this year I find it funny. Seriously, it's damn funny de lars. XDD Told them for 'xin xian yi dian de', then they do the other side, then Colin join them. Lols! Ling Fang, your yan guang is good. Hahas~ Too bad I'm not interested in Colin. XP

Colin is shuai lars, but not as shuai as Kanda or Ichigo. Lalalas~~

I love Ichiruki a lot. I know I've been ranting on and on about AllenXLenalee nowadays, but I'll never ever forget Ichiruki. Ichiruki ga wasurenai~ <3

Found a new...ok, old, lols, anime yesterday called Galaxy Angel. Has only 12 minutes per episode lars, but tell you, it's damn funny de. XD Found a game for it somewhere lors~ Forgot where. It's becuse of the game then I go watch de. XP Anyways, if Forte in Galaxy Angel is male, then I'll find Forte shuai and cool~! Demo, unfortunately, Forte's female. And unfortunately/fortunately, I'm not les...Well, ok, Anna is still my qin ai de though. XD

Forte has a male voice. Really male voice. But Forte...is obviously female. You'll know why when you watch Galaxy Angel. 0.o

Jaa, think that's it lars. Life nowadays is still pretty much ok de, with no intention to end my life. But still, it's better if there's more interesting things (nothing dirty ok, Yamei. =.=) in my life. SIgh~ Oh wells, back to reality~~

---Amberle-chan =)

Saturday, April 26, 2008 . 4/26/2008 10:35:00 pm

I know I'm supposed to be studying now but...

Whenever I listen to (some) songs, I'll have so many things, so many emotions I wanna express, but I'll never know how. There are many futile attempts...on my MSN... =.=

I mean, the songs are really great! Music is wonderful! But sometimes, just like books, it takes you to another world, like...not physically but, you dream it, you wish it.

However, though you wish and dream it with all your might, you'll never get there. Never and ever. So all you ever do is continue dreaming...Miracles do not happen. They never have, and they never will...

Sometimes, sacrifices are to be made, in order to achieve...your greatest destiny...The end of the world...Or the beginning...?

See what music can do to me? 0.o

I was listening to 'A Heart's Resolve - Kingdom hearts Remix' by the way...Am still now. XD

Seriously, that game is a truly wonderful game. So full of that mysterious feeling...Oowaahs~

You should go check it out. It makes you...poetic? Eh...

But seriously, miracles do not happen. You can continue dreaming and dreaming, with all your might, and it'll get you nowhere. Nor do you know how to achieve it in any other ways...

Yes, there is hidden meaning in the previous paragraph. Nothing dirty though. =.=

Darkness resides in every heart, even the purest one. The whole world is filled with intense darkness. However, even in all these darkness, a small gleam of light exists. Follow that light, no matter what, and it'll get you to your destination. Your dreams...

Do dreams come true? Will I be able to stop dreaming and willing it to come true? Will I...ever be able to go into that other world? (I don't mean the afterlife. =.=) That world...where the impossible become possible, and where dreams come true?

I wish...with all my might...

When worlds get consumed by darkness, does it disappear...forever? Will the existing become non-existent? Or not?

I...am getting emo. 0.o

What sacrifices would have to be made, to achieve that goal, that dream, and entirely escape this godforsaken world...? Where darkness resides...in every heart...

Tuesday, April 22, 2008 . 4/22/2008 05:47:00 pm

Ok! I can't stand it anymore! If I continue pondering on about my life I'll DIE sooner or later!!

Have to chiong the life sciences report lors. Then Lei dunno how to do referencing, so I have to do it. Then Li Zhen's whole conclusion was not up to standard, which results in me reoing the whole thing. And I still have my own share of work! I get the hardest parts, people! Can't you people just do some stuff that are up to standard? But at least they tried and did the work early...Gawd, I <3 them~

Then I have a feeling that my PW members are hostile to me. Not that I mind though, but it's just that is it my fault? I mean, I haven't been very nice to them, but they haven't been very nice to me either...have they? Seriously, I hate my whole life lars. Wish I never even existed lors!!

Then Hao Zhe tried to guess who laoda is today, resulting in me not able to pay attention for the whole History lesson. XD I mean, he took my Physics and History file to blackmail me into telling him lars. 0_0

He said to give him hints lors, so I said he's in a uniform group. He said that the uniform groups for boys are BB, SJAB, NCC and NPCC. So, he wanted me to limit it down. I told him that he is not in BB. Then he asked if he is in express. Yes~ Is he in our level? Yes~~ And he's taller then me...pretty vague cuz I'm so short. 0_0 Then he limited it down himself - he crossed out SJAB. So, all that's left is NC and NP. Then he asked if he's from our class, so I crossed out '01 for him. So, there's only '02 to '06 left. I don't know why I didn't just tell him lors.Maybe because it's fun? XD Hahas, and I don't want him to go round spreading false rumors lors...He does that quite a lot. XP

Yamei said it's so obvious she couldn't believe Hao Zhe couldn't guess it. Lols!

Then I keep seeing his (The he in italics is different from the he in bold. The one in italics is laoda. The other one...nee...) back...And his smile is so damn charming and shuai lars...Oh no, fangirly insticts might kick in. 0_0

No, seriously, he's so damn shuai...But I can't talk to him, cuz his friends don't like me. (That's normal. Many people don't like me. Not that I care~) And...I don't wanna arouse suspicions...

So near, yet so far...

Aras, back to chionging~~

---Amberle =)

Friday, April 18, 2008 . 4/18/2008 06:17:00 pm

Oh my gawd. I hate myself! Sincerely hate myself! Iknow why my PW members hate me so much! I'm too straightforward!!

I am a very straightforward person. And I hate that. My gawd, how am I ever ever gonna apologise to them?

From today onwards, I shall keep my mouth shut and my comments to myself. Unless I feel challenged...I guess...

I wish I can perish from the surface of this world lors!! Really really want to. Then many people will be happy. Maybe?

Whatever. Just wanna drop dead and die. Really drop dead and die. Why just can't I be like Yamei? She's like, always know what to say at the right times de. I'm the complete opposite. I HATE MYSELF!

I might go commit suicide. 0_0

Demo, what else can I do? Are there any others like me out there?

Should I mass apologise? Will they even forgive me?

Wonder how death feels like...

---Amberle

Saturday, April 12, 2008 . 4/12/2008 11:00:00 pm

Had homecoming day today!! Lols, it was...quite sian. =.= Then what the hell, when I'm on duty, it's not raining. Then I off, then it starts raining. And when it's my turn again, the rain stopped. =.=

What the hell...

Anyways, was in charge of the X-Box 360 with Yamei. Laoda in charge of......X-Box? Yeah...Then Yamei took over Wii and...actually, this is so confusing. 0.o

Then there were many people who wanted to play lors, then if don't let them (we have only two remotes for each sets), they kaobei. Slowly, I got more and more pissed off, though I don't wanna let it show at first. Demo, I couldn't bear it anymore. When a (sec one?) boy kept asking REPEATEDLY "Later my turn ar" or something like that, I yelled and glared at him. Then when laoda and Andy paid, AC took the remote away from him. By then I was very VERY VERY pissed off that I SCREAMED "YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IS...?!" I forgot what. XD Demo, I remembered that I did slam my hand down onto the sofa. I was that pissed. And after that, AC tried REPEATEDLY trying to tell me something, which I STRONGLY BELIEVE is related to letting him be next in the game, I shouted (for each time) "I DON'T CARE!!" Gawd. I really hate AC. Could kill him lors, if law allows. In fact, if I could, many people in my class would already be dead, trust me.

Whoa! Such a long long paragraph. 0.o

Thank gawd I left early. Thank gawd.

Laoda was sianned until he slept. Lols! Wanted to use my book to bonk his head lors, but that's too evil~ XP

Still have 4 dollars coupons left. Whatever. Gave them to Yamei. =3

Added three more to my collection. Yayies~

Kuro-chan, my father said that keeping swords is not illegal, unless the swords are smuggled in. So, my collection is legal. ^^

Jaa, guess that's all. Owari~

---Amberle-chan =)

Saturday, April 05, 2008 . 4/05/2008 01:05:00 pm

HW do till qi qi ba ba liaos, so here I am~ Found Star Ocean EX's OP. Quite nice~ It's Jap. XD

Read one volume of Star Ocean's manga before. Quite cool. I believe Star Ocean's a game. Cool~ Then right now, I am hunting for two games - Chrono Cross and Star Ocean - though I doubt if I'll have time to play them. Lol. I even changed my MSN display name to 'The Girl Who Stole The Stars', one of Chrono Cross's songs. There is a diff. version of the song, 'The Boy Who Stole The Stars'. Lol~

Nothing much to do lars, except for hw, which is sian. Today slept till like 10+. Quite energised lars. XP Then practised on GZ to memo the parts of fang zhi mang. And played ying chun hua for fun~ Heard from Yan Xin that we sec 2s are gonna perform in a SHOPPING MALL. WTF!!0_0 One of the songs might be fang zhi mang. We should request for ying chun hua lors, cuz that song we play till what kua lan shou liaos.

...nothing liaos lars. So...Owari~^^

---Amberle =)

Friday, April 04, 2008 . 4/04/2008 05:34:00 pm

Lol. Seemed like so long since I typed another post. Lots of things happened, but I don't wanna ELABORATE. (XD) Cuz I forgot~ XP

Got full marks for PW presentation!! And we didn't even write script etc etc, unlike Li Zhen's group, write script till dunno what time, then fail. 0_0 I don't dare to tell LiLi our marks lars...

Then today raining St John's still having CCA. Whoas! Thank gawd I didn't join St John's. Nearly did though~ XD

Ok lars..Nothing more. Only today do IT till pek chek. VRY very pek chek. But whatever. At least finish liaos. NO THANKS TO YOU, LAODA!!XD

Wahahas, laoda has to hand in next Mon instead. That's retribution for not helping me for THREE WEEKS. I nearly put your name down in credits lors, but didn't. Deleted it away~ XD

Today during IT, I was like, "Qiao Yi, how to -forgot what- ars" and she was like, "I don't know, ask laoda," and....Ok, this is so messy. =.=

Simplified version:-
Me: Qioa Yi, how to -forgot what-?
QY: I don't know, ask laoda.
Me: I call liao, he say he don't know. (Actually, I called twice. First time he was bathing. 0_0)
QY: Huh? You really call ar?
Me: Ya
Isabel(who was nearby): Who is laoda?
QY and me: Yuming

Then QY said that Yuming is a very nice person, because though her model is very hard to make, he tried. Even Calvin took hours. Then I said, laoda is not a nice person becase he did not help me for THREE WEEKS. He can still sit there and do nothing during IT lors! Feel like whacking his head!!

PEOPO!! I DON'T LIKE LAODA THAT WAY LARS! WHERE YOU GUYS THINK UNTIL?!(Ni men xiang dao na li? XD)

Lol. I think that's all lors. Laoda NPing now, but not my prob~

Oh, and laoda said that there are many interesting things in NP or something like that, and when I told Yamei today, we burst out laughing~ XD Great Dirty minds think alike~

Jaa, still have lots of hw~ Owari~~

---Amberle =)